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So, I’m the kind of person who stresses a lot. I’m sure y’all have noticed that. And, I definitely have my fair share of stress right now, and I just think I need to come out in the open about it, as I feel it explains why I have been distant lately…

So lately, well for a while, there has been a constant lingering stress. Not that it’s always high, in fact sometimes it’s pretty low, but it’s always lingering. And it’s about my current situation, mainly with job searching. Basically, it hasn’t been ideal. I did graduate in summer of 2015, and i guess after trying for just about 2 whole years, it does take an effect. I just, I feel like there MUST be some place out there in the industry for me, it’s just trying to find it has been exhausting. And it makes me do a lot of thinking about if I’ve made the right choices…

Also i think with my 25th birthday coming up, it really hits more. Probably because I know other people who, at age 25, have gotten or did get much further than I have. Comparing myself to them is something I know I should do much less of, but it’s definitely a personal challenge.

I also think trying to keep up an internet image is also becoming very stressful, especially when it becomes more and more of a thing in the world. It’s just one of those things where I try to be very careful how I convey myself online, and how I’m seen. And so I guess it makes me worry if I ever make any big mistakes, make a noticeable slip-up, maybe make a bad connection or anger people, basically do anything wrong, it’ll ruin my chances of succeeding in the future. Or if it already has. An extreme example yes, but one that occasionally finds it’s way into my head

I just think a combination of post-grad life, job searching, and the stress of “keeping an image” that has effected me and kind of piled up.

But yeah, that’s what’s going on! Don’t worry, I think I’ll be all right, Just felt y’all deserved an explanation.

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Bunny-Loop Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Student Artist
Thanks a lot for the watch! Love your blocky style!
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SteLo-Productions95 Featured By Owner May 14, 2017  Student Filmographer
Hey thanks for watching me! I've really enjoyed your art, and it means a lot now that you'll some of mine! :D :hug:
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Saafm1 Featured By Owner May 11, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the watch!
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MicroCreations Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the favorite 
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KokoCereal Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2016  Student General Artist
Thanks for following!
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